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28 May 2011 @ 04:38 pm

Yin zhe Shi Jia wo de Sheng ming~

Saturday started off with sunshine and rain, rage and laughters, pleasures and surprises. Oh how I love my BFF but not the buses that serves as her only mode of transport. Yes, she was late~! XD

Pt with nana was average, an intense 6 rounds and light core training with music. I am still very pleasantly surprised after that incident which only three people currently know of. ^-^ as much as I love to try it out, I shall resist the temptation to do so~ heehee. <3 it truly isn't fair how males can compartmentalize.

Back to dating the books, ttyl~! ^-^

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02 May 2011 @ 09:41 am

If I could ever attempt to describe it;
Contradiction between your mind and heart,
What's wrong and what's not. That is what love is all about.
The irony of it is that being scared of loosing it which is in fact the only reason.
Now I wonder if sometimes you ever feel the same, if I ever happen to come across your mind, your heart.

My women's intuition tells me to back off but my heart urges on. Just got to hold these emotions in while future unfolds itself~

On a lighter note, I'm heading to the beach(hopefully) with a 칭구 today~! ^-^ been aeons since my last trip there. You know how behind I am on homework so of course there's a study session later. heh it'll be hilarious if I saw Matt and friends rugbying. 8)

Tomorrow's going to be just as fun with party at nana's house~! 8D heehee.

Till then,

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26 April 2011 @ 07:52 pm

If it's bad, it's experience.

The burden seems to lessen after I've accepted my assumptions/gut feelings that he ain't interested so I shall just treat him as a best friend, just like his codename.

Living the sweet single life is what I shall. The beach looks really tempting but a day off isn't coming any time soon so study dates with friends are the next best thing~! ^-^ My Saturdays are booked for the next three weeks: Bec, Reuben, Shiyan<3 and Sundays are reserved for Huiting unless she and I choose not to study together. Heheh.

Till then,
Posts are finally sounding quite light hearted.

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24 April 2011 @ 06:14 am

There is more than this to life,
Just smile and hang on.

Perhaps we are just both stubborn blockheads since there some studies have shown that personalities of the third child and mother are the most alike among the three.

Even so, things are getting more intolerable by the day.

Dear God,
Grant me the serenity to accept the things that I cannot change,
Courage to change the things I can
And wisdom to know the difference.

Today is Easter, God has risen. Amen.

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22 April 2011 @ 11:24 pm

Where all paths lead to happiness
Yet a decision has to be made
To be or not to be, that is the question.

Today was a fairly productive study date with Huiting after sending Nic off. You'll be missed dearly, my darling. <3

We caught up with each other as the train took us to our destination and back home; oh how I dread going home these days.Assuming leads nowhere while stubbornness is much detested.

Looks like the management in school is getting from bad to worst but there's nothing I can do to even make any substantial changes.

Oh well~ at least pt and dinner with Kylie is something to look forward to tomorrow~! ^-^

Goodnight world.

P.S. Hopefully Ju and I bump into each other soon, IMY my baby<3

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07 April 2011 @ 06:26 am

history lives in our memories
While the future is a mystery.

Holidays, I really do look forward to them or at least to have a day all to myself without having to worry about school or anything.

Strolling down the beach with the refreshing sea breeze and soothing rhythmic crashes of the gentle waves on the shore. Scrunching them toes up in the cool sand as the sun bathes me in it's warmth. A breezer takes the heat off as I sit under the shade, sketching anything and everything.

One day of alone time is all I ask for.


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02 April 2011 @ 01:49 pm


Much thanks to my lovable friends. <3
Was 11:11 a typo then?
 For those whom I've told, everything is fine I guess. Moved on, had a bunch of amazing friends who helped me through. Funny how two months passed since the start of school 'cause What I really miss is my OG, the first days of real fun in JC. And more to come.

One more week till my MC is over. The six weeks of not exercising is finally coming to an end. Watch out fencers, Mel is going full speed ahead. ;)

The magic ends,
Sparks fly no more.
Current Mood: calmcalm
Current Music: Move Along, All American Rejects
15 March 2011 @ 05:30 pm

Please don't go away
Please don't leave me
Please tell me this is true.

You know love is your oxygen when that special someone fills your mind, makes you smile yet there are times when you seriously would love to knock the lights out of him for being so annoying. <3

Wednesday's project discussion, Thursday's a day with my juniors and Friday's going to be awemazing!

On a more melancholy note; is there a point where by one cares too much till one can't care less? To stay is being selfish, so is to go. What am I suppose to do. Just being close by is like initiating a war with my morals. Then again, I won't be able to win.

Whatever. Thank goodness there's a gaming session with Bec but that will have to wait till I master Math. ^-^


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28 February 2011 @ 10:24 pm

Heart flutters,
Forgetting to breath,
Tuning out the entire world
When I see you.

Photos sure attracts a ton of unwanted attention. We aren't official just yet but he is my awesome handsome camwhoring buddy even though there aren't a lot of pictures to prove that statement~ ^-^

Parents and friends are burning with questions like how rapid the information spreads is just as fast as how fast their curiosity grows. Why can't people keep some things a secret for once? Gossiping is unhealthy. Who gave the right to spread such information like a wildfire? There is a reason why it is known as a private life in the first place, not that I mind the teasing but still~

Oh well, got to turn in or my sprain ankle won't recover~! ^-^

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26 February 2011 @ 07:44 pm

Laughters and tear drops,
pleasure and pain,
low tides and high tides,
mountains and plains,
triumph, defeats and losses and gain
but there never was a cloud
that the Son didn't shine true
and there's nothing impossible
for Jesus Christ to do~!

The only reason I lie is because of you. Today's cvd was awesome with sugary sweetness going around until i almost got diabetes type B. Things then went from an all time high to rock bottom when actions and feelings contradicted each other during reflection.

What the purpose of that idea is to advertise and serve as another option to earn money, yet quite a portion of the total profit was due to that idea. Was that flirting? Was that being overly touchy-feely? Were many wrong signals sent? All that matters aren't my feelings but his. Gosh, I feel like a complete douche.

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